Restless In-animation (composed 21 Mar 2011)

I got nothing.
Laugh out loud. Its time for change.
Change thats been awaited too long. Now, it's stale before it's arrived.

Left in a state of dull confusion, indecision lurks.
The tea looks funny and soon it will go cold.
Life seems to sit wasting like the tea.

The mind looks for the light.
But it seems to be harder this time.
Exam time is now. Lessons learnt need to be remembered.

Nothing matters, right? So what if I fail?
Yeah nothing matters, but I want to evolve.
Experience after experience, moving on, not dawdling.

I have been pig dung.
I have been the image of a prayer stone.
Time to change again and stand against new rain.

This chapter will pass too.
In a shoe box the memory will remain forgotten.
To pinch some distant present hoping the numbness would give way.

Ideas have been sprung upon.
But need to be examined. Tedium (or caution) prevents me.
But a climax must be explored.